27/10/2017 Feeling Tired

I'm doing remarkably well considering but I am feeling tired and each day is a reminder that I desperately need this surgery. Today I battled to manipulate the mouse pad on my laptop. With no feeling in my fingertips it is difficult to do simple things like that. The last few nights I've been up with sickness throughout the night only settling in bed at 5.30am. I can feel myself getting weaker. You'd never guess it from my smiling photos during the few hours I am able to function more. Fluid released from the pressure in my head ran down my throat into my chest again but I managed to cough it up this time. Hoping for a better night, onwards and upwards!